Every time he faced him, his heart tightened and his stomach churned, as if he were being trampled by the melody of an unstable string instrument.

He hated him so much it drove him insane, and yet he kept coming back. He beat him and made him cry, then wiped away the tears and kissed him, then drove him into pain and pulled him back out in an instant, confessing love. He was a broken human being. He knew what he was doing and did it anyway. That made him more frightening than an ignorant butcher.

He could feel a hand stroking the place where his waist met his hips. Ruslan, holding Shey, lay down on the bed. He slipped a hand inside his clothes and toyed with bare skin, then slid a finger between his ass cheeks with a smooth, dragging motion.

“Hhng……!”

“Did you come? You’re wet.”

“Ah, ah.”

Even though he had not been taken by a cock for a while, the hole was loose and open. A finger puShey deeper in, feeling along the vaginal opening. It was already sticky with slick. It was not because Shey wanted it that way.

At some point, the lower half of his body had always been wet. Even he was bewildered by the way his body had changed. At times it felt like being a trained dog.

“You get off just looking at my face now, do you?”

When Ruslan pulled off both the loose pants and the underwear, transparent slick stretched out in long threads. Shey squeezed his eyes shut. It was disgusting and humiliating. Ruslan smiled with bright eyes and pulled Shey down onto his face.

“I’ll lick you.”

Shey, bursting into tears, did not resist and crouched on Ruslan’s face. He was too exhausted to have any strength left to be angry.

The dark pubic hair was soaked through with slick. Even though he said he hated it, his cunt was always wet, and Ruslan drew a mocking smile.

Compared with the small area of foreskin covering the clit, the clit itself was more swollen than the entire gathered foreskin. It was no wonder he felt like he was dying every time, with a nerve-dense organ like that left so exposed.

“Hah, ahhh!”

When Ruslan lightly rubbed it with his lips and then used his tongue to sweep upward from below, Shey immediately lost his posture. He rolled around several times every day, so the skin at his groin was always raw, but thanks to Ruslan’s absence today it was dry and soft.

“Ah, hii!”

Kissing the smooth skin, Ruslan sucked and fondled the swollen labia. The ends of the lengthened inner lips had darkened to black. They had been handled by male hands so often that there was no way they could remain unchanged.

“Ahh! Huuunng! Nn, mm……!”

The lilting cries scattered as if cut apart. As he puShey the flesh aside, a dark passage appeared. The moment he teasingly smeared saliva all over the vaginal opening with his tongue, slick spilled out in a gush. It had a sour scent and felt slippery. When he spread the slick he had licked up back over the clit, Shey’s lower abdomen contracted hard.

“Ha, stooop…… Ahng! Ah, hiiiik! No……!”

Even as he said no, the body already trained by him could not move an inch. Ruslan lifted a hand and stroked his belly. His hands were very large compared with that slender waist, large enough to cover the navel at once.

Pressing down on the lower abdomen and teasing the navel made Shey’s cheeks tremble. The slick clit slipped into Ruslan’s mouth before popping back out again, then rolled once more over his lips.

“Ah, please……! Ah! Aah! Ah! Ah!”

It felt like his brain was turning to mush. Shey’s waist arched, his chest puShey out. His stiff nipples stood as if they would pierce through the thin clothes. Ruslan, noticing Shey’s fluShey face as he stared up wide-eyed, reached a hand higher. He rubbed his prominent nose hard against the clit and twisted both nipples at once, and the supple body suddenly stopped trembling.

“Huuunng! Auuuuugh!”

An obscene stream poured from the gaping cunt. The water shot out in a straight line and struck Ruslan’s face. Shey threw his head back and shook his hips like a madman. It was an instinctive writhing, born from being so used to chaotic sex.

Using Ruslan’s mouth as a masturbation tool, Shey clenched his teeth. The unbearable pleasure made him unable to cry out, and all that came out were gasps, hic, hiik, as he panted hard. He could not control the body that kept convulsing intermittently.

“Hhuhh! Haaah!”

He was still coming when the clit was bitten. Shey slumped down with his weight fully on him and sprayed Ruslan’s mouth with more fluid. Even as he came, the tongue that slid like water lilies kept licking at the urethral opening, and the pricking pleasure did not stop.

“Ahh, hn, stooop……”

Shey pressed his face all the way into the inside of his thigh and rubbed his round ass against Ruslan’s cheek and nose however he pleased. He did not even realize that he was moving his body in lewd motions. The stiffened body trembled, and after it had finiShey squirting out the last of it, it finally tipped backward.

“Ah, heh, heh……”

“Looks like that felt incredible. I think I’m going to be waterlogged.”

Soaked in cunt juice, Ruslan wiped the corner of his mouth with a hand. Even his hair was drenched. He had come unusually heavily today, and it felt as if his belly had been filled to bursting with water.

“Maybe because it’s been a while……”

Shey could not get his mind together. His eyes had gone slack, and his pupils rolled around on their own. The sight of him, flustered and spreading his thighs absurdly, was ridiculously cute.

“Damn…… Why are you so cute?”

Just now, being treated so coldly on arrival had sent his head reeling, but now that he saw him crying and sniffling again, he felt tender and affectionate. No wonder I always lose. He let out a soft sigh. He had never once thought he would win from the moment he forced Shey into this country, but even so, it felt unfair.

“Loving you more would mean losing, I guess……”

To say he did not want to be loved at all would be a lie. Ruslan wanted to be loved. More than that, he wanted to devote himself to Shey and surround him with the things he liked. If Shey would only grant him a tiny place at his side, Ruslan would have no complaints at all.

“You’re so cute I can’t stand it.”

If he had simply died, Ruslan could have lived hugging a corpse instead, but as time went on, he only grew more obsessed with Shey’s diverse reactions. The moment even the slightest shade appeared on that expressionless face, he became desperate to do anything more for him.

“Shey.”

“Ahh……”

“Sheyyy.”

“Hn, mm……?”

He looked completely out of it, but even so, when called, he answered. That in itself proved he was not really in his right mind. When he was clear-headed, he would not respond no matter how many times Ruslan called.

“You really didn’t miss me? I missed you so much. What were you doing by yourself?”

“Mm……”

“Don’t fall asleep.”

Maybe because it had been so long since he had felt this, Shey’s eyes were starting to close again in a drowse. No. Ruslan muttered to himself with a sulky tone and bit his cheek. He bit him lightly on purpose, just hard enough to sting, and Shey whimpered. He sounded as if he wanted to sleep like this.

Why couldn’t he understand what he was saying? Ruslan lifted a hand as if by habit, then suddenly stopped. His gaze followed his own raised hand. The pale hand was long, the joints straight. Shey was breathing heavily, eyes closed.

“Huh, what……”

Suddenly his body turned over, and Shey reflexively opened his eyelids. Ruslan, who had been on top, now lay below and set Shey on top of his body.

“Ngh……”

Stroking the nape of his neck, he lowered his lips along the long curve of his throat. The direction of the ticklish affection was different from usual. With a bad feeling, Shey struggled in panic.

“What are you doing?”

“Should I be good tonight?”

Shey shook his head hard and resisted, trying to break free from his arms. He could not understand what it meant to be good, but he could tell something unpleasant was happening.

“No……! Don’t. Don’t!”

“I’ll be good to you.”

“Ah! Don’t!”

But Ruslan, as always, was unreasonable. His hard grip seized Shey’s bony wrist in one motion. Pinning the naked Shey beneath him, Ruslan pressed their lips together.

“Mm, mmm……!”

The hand stroking his waist and hipbone was gentle.

From their very first meeting, their relationship had been a mess. So their first sex had also been full of violence. In truth, it had not been sex at all, but rape. Even after that, Shey recoiled from Ruslan, so there had never been anything tender or sweet between them.

“Ah, this feels good……”

Ruslan, rubbing his cheek like a child, moved his hips slowly and deliberately. With his lips still touching Shey’s, he whispered softly and embraced him in the nude.

“Let’s do it like lovers.”

“What?”

A seductive beauty smiled with his eyes and layered their bodies together. Before the frozen Shey could push him away, Ruslan sucked at his lips again. It was disgusting and horrifying, and yet the body that had grown used to the pleasure he gave him relaxed on its own.

The sensation was already melting him, and his hands went slack. Sweet wet sounds lingered between their lips, and when their lips met again, another sticky sound followed.

“You’re soaking wet.”

While kissing, Ruslan groped below and lifted the corners of his mouth in a bright smile. There was no doubt Shey liked slow, languid kisses. His cunt had already been prone to soaking, but now it was so slippery, from ass to groin, it felt like a water bag had burst.

Praising him for feeling so good, Ruslan sucked at Shey’s soft cheeks. A dark purple mark was left behind where he sucked hard. Shey’s shaken eyes darted uneasily.

Seeing how unfamiliar he looked, not knowing how to react, Ruslan kissed his forehead. He licked the transparent beads of sweat and sucked at his eyelids. Habit made him want to pry open the lids with his tongue and lick the eyeballs, but he remembered what he had just said about doing things like lovers tonight.

To him, acting like lovers meant a process of tenderly and gently checking one another. Then licking the eyeballs should be fine too, right? From his perspective it was entirely acceptable, but every time he licked Shey’s eyeballs, he remembered how frightened and trembling he had looked.

He might think Ruslan was going to dig them out and eat them. For now, he should stop, and later explain carefully that he had licked them because they were cute.

“Ah, hi……”

“Ha…… I love you……”

“Ah! Wait……”

His fingers parted the plump flesh and pushed inside, forcing their way along the inner wall. He had never gone in this slowly even once. Confused, Shey kept looking down. From the stiff, upright cock, a sticky pre-cum dripped out like paste. Ruslan watched Shey as he looked downward and slipped in another finger.

“Mm, ah, ah.”

Slick splashed out of the water-filled cunt. His hand, which deliberately avoided the clit as it swelled, was persistent.